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Wednesday, November 10, 2010

When I am down and need to cry till morning....

The tears streaming down my cheeks are probably a result of the combo weaning myself off of Zoloft, PMS and peri-menopause but I think that the feelings are real. 


“When I am down and need to cry till morning....” I am lonely, and yet I don’t want new friends, I want old ones... I don’t want to tell my stories again, I don’t want to newly disappoint, and be newly disappointed and sift through all the people who don’t “get” me or I don’t “get” them...”When I am down and need to cry till morning....” I don’t want to have to explain that I haven’t given up, or make sure I am not shaking anyone’s faith by feeling hopeless, that I still believe in His Goodness, His faithfulness, His Sovereignty... I’m just weary. I want to be able to “drop in” and open up the fridge and grab a diet coke, or put the coffee on, or open a bottle of wine. I want to be able to complain about my husband, my kids, my life, myself and know that they are going to still be loved, and admired, that my discontent won’t cloud the truth. Too much to ask? Maybe... but that is what my few dearest friends are to me. They actually know as much of my gunk as I do (probably more since I am sure I have some pretty huge blind spots) and they LIKE me. I hope I am this to them. But how does that work when you are separated by a thousand miles? 

Do I have to “make new friends AND keep the old”? Can’t I just “keep the old?”
What say you? Should I pop a couple zoloft, dive back in the social pool and swim for my life? Or can I hunker down and wait until the Lord moves us back so I don’t have to say good-bye anymore?


Tuesday, November 9, 2010

New every morning

THE STEADFAST LOVE OF THE LORD NEVER CEASES HIS MERCIES NEVER COME TO AN END THEY ARE NEW EVERY MORNING GREAT IS YOUR FAITHFULNESS OH YAWEH GREAT IS YOUR FAITHFULNESS!


I am so wonderfully overwhelmed by this, I can really really mess up my day I can fall into disgusting self centered sinful behavior so deep in that mirey clay it's in my hair! (like say, oh I don't know... yesterday) He picks me up out of the muck and sets my feet upon the rock! Not because I looked cute in the mud, not because I flailed just right, not necessarily even because I petitioned him in the right way (which by the way I DID NOT, my petition was more like "OH LORD I can't take this any more"), but "because of His GREAT love for [me] us" He delivered me.... He delivered me.... 
OK Time is up for blogging this morning Gotta get school going before the muck comes creeping back in!
Be delivered, be blessed If you are in the muck, be rescued!

Monday, October 25, 2010

When will I ever learn?

I am having a bad day. I let my self sleep in because I couldn't sleep during the night, so sleeping from 4am to 10 felt justifie. Big mistake number 1. maybe I will learn the lesson some day. If I find the need to justify my actions I should not do them. So kids slept late and woke cranky, I skipped my devotions and started laundry; big mistake number 2! Maybe I will learn the lesson someday. If I find the need to start working on earthly things before getting my heart and mind set on things above I will fail. I cam upstairs from the laundry to make  my oatmeal and coffee,  made the "perfect" cup of coffee. I was savoring it, and nursing it, I had used the last of the cream so it would be my only cup for the day, It was MINE, my own, my PRECIOUS..... Big mistake #3 Mary knocked it over in an overzealous attempt to snuggle. I lost it.  Maybe I will learn the lesson someday, If I find myself desiring the creation over the creator it will not satisfy.  I attempted to have a reasonable conversation with a teenager Big mistake #4.....You get the point.
What lessons do you have to keep learning?

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

OPEN SKY COUPON!!

I have a coupon promo for 2 weeks starting today 20% off anything in my shop! Use coupon code Sara20.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Checklists and housekeeping update




So we have been working on our Daily  and Weekly for over a month and overall I have been pleased with how they are working. Of course all systems are only as good as the diligence of the users..... but that's a different post. I have done some editing of the actual lists and I have found an awesome way to store/display them! I thought I would share those with you today. 


Margaret checking her list

Margaret working with ENTHUSIASM
You can see below I have added a "Don't Forget to:" column
Zones assigned
We rotate zones weekly.
With younger children I would have them
switch monthly so they could learn their zones well. 


Margaret has added her own note 
Work hard, but not just to please your (parents) masters when they are watching. As slaves of Christ, do the will of God with all your heart. Work with enthusiasm, as though you were working for the Lord rather than for people. Ephesians 6:6

Friday, September 17, 2010

I FILLED UP MY OPEN SKY SHOP



I am really excited to partner with Open Sky to start selling things I love! What a fun way to make a little extra cash! I get to tell you all about stuff I love and you get to buy it if you like it! (SOOOOO much better than guilting you into a tupperware purchase and hosting a party etc LOL) 
TOYS
Melissa and Doug Toys are my very VERY favoritestest toys inthewholwideWORLD!!  I have chosen a smattering of their toys that I love to sell in my shop. Feel free to browse through the whole shop and if you know of a M&D toy you would like that I don't have listed I can probably get it just let me know.

Tegu is a supplier I haven't used before but these blocks captured my attention. I will be trying them out soon Can't wait to tell you more about them!


UNIQUE DECORATING

I have been really impressed with the very unique options the Open Sky Suppliers have for home decor!



Check out the Kitchen and Making Things Easier posts!




Making things easier


CLICK HERE TO SHOP MY ENTIRE STORE




Can't you just see these in a checker board pattern with THESE!?

OK this is so cool, I am so excited to try it out. I am on a cash only budget and have been looking for something like this ever since I started!  



I use this for our weekly cleaning checklists
I label each slot with the room names and I put the weekly zone assignments on the dry erase portion.

Kitchen products I LOVE

CLICK HERE TO SHOP MY ENTIRE STORE

Add some Class to your cupcakes with these beautiful cupcake wrappers.
CUSTOMIZABLE SUPER CUTE CLASSY 

Aren't these the most beautiful Bowls!!!  I can't wait to get my hands on them.
Melaboo stacking bowls

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

New Cleaning Supplies!



 So last week I posted the weekly cleaning check list I put together for the girls for our weekly housecleaning.  I am working on getting them fancified, printed on card stock and laminated so I can attach them to our new cleaning supplies baskets!
Separate baskets for each cleaning checklist:
Bathroom, Living Room and Hall/Bedrooms


All three baskets have window spray and cleaning wipes.

Living Room

The Living room has wood cleaner, screen cleaner and reusable dusting cloths a small hand broom and dustpan.


Bathroom

 The bathroom has toilet bowl cleaner, and bathroom cleaner. 


Hall/Bedrooms

I was able to get these at Target for really cheap. The baskets and dusting cloths were from the 1$ spot at the frot of the store. The broom and dustpans were $1.19 the cleaning supplies were all reasonable and I usually stick with the store brand. All told I spent less than 25$ on all of it! I did also get a two pack of full size brooms to keep in the kitchen, because that was holding us up last week. I will be posting how the day goes with before and after pics.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Weekly Cleaning checklist and instructions

I just put together our weekly housecleaning check list. This is for once a week deep cleaning.  What do you do for weekly deep cleaning?

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

each day's trouble....

“Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. 
(Matthew 6:34 ESV)
Today is Tuesday which means according to our new life schedule, I do laundry all day and this week Mary made Lunch and I made dinner. I also have to move the car for the street cleaner. It sounds so simple. After breakfast and devotions at 8, I collect the laundry supervise kids getting breakfast and grab a cup of coffee and my phone and head out to the car. I have developed a system. I sit in the running car until the street cleaner is a block behind me, I go around the block and repark in the same place and leave the car. I end up sitting in the car for about 45 min. Today we got our new pedometers delivered and some curriculum so the time went fast.
Mine are like this only no hanger bar
When I got back in the house around 10:30 I *just* loaded up the two hamper sorter carts (three hampers in one)and three individual full sized hampers, 40$ worth of quarters, Tide





 Clorox, oxy-clean and goo-gone haul them all to the elevator and take it from (12) down to (B) . Where I begin the cycle. Load 4 triple loaders with laundry, add quarters and soap....organize remaining loads so as to not leave the laundry room mess, set the timer on my iphone for 37 min, take the elevator from (B) to (12) break up the fights that have begun as a result of  my absence, check my email, have a second cup of coffeemake my bed straighten my room, start loading the dishwasher. {TIMER OK}
Take the elevator from (12) to (B) switch all four washer loads to dryer loads and reload washers, Set the timer for 35 min, take the elevator from (B) to (12) Break up the bigger fights, check Facebook, think/pray about/for each kid and the upcoming school year. Fight the desire to get back in bed and sleep the rest of the day............look at pics from the weekend......REALLY want to go back to bed and sleep now, decide no, I should do something about how there are no decent pics of me(besides deleting them) and print off forms to keep track of EVERY bite. Because either I am eating ALOT more than I think I am or there is something seriously wrong with my body. {TIMER ok} (


12) to (B) empty 2 dryers start folding, put two washer loads in dryers put two more washer loads in. Fold.... hangers, fold hangers. (B) to (12) Bring 1 laundry cart up, put away. (12)(B)  Switch 2 more loads   Fold, hangers, hangers, fold. Switch 2 more loads put last load in washer. (B)-(12) put away another cart load....break up more fights, write down lunch making instructions for Mary  (Its 3PM by now LOL so much for a schedule). Make Charlie come down with me as he is destroying everything in my formerly halfway neat home.  12--B put last four loads in dryers fold.... hangers, match socks  (yuck) fold..... hangers..... B-12 put away....discover one of the lovelies decided to make jello..... missed the mold several times kitchen floor is red and sticky.  FUN. (12.B) Fold and hang remaining laundry while keeping Char from destroying the 30 expensive bikes hanging in storage area adjoining laundry room. B-12 put away... discover a load that HAS to be done hiding behind a corner............... TWELVE TO B....... Start a washer load.... b.up.to.12......
Pour a very full glass of Shiraz. Eat cold leftover tuna hotdish....Load the dishwasher,  sweep the gross disgusting floor, spray bleach spray on the many sticky spills from counter to floor, pull my<3 Shark steam mop out and...... voila white floor.... for now.  Saute some chicken breasts for kids to have for dinner since Jamin is working late and lay down on my bed to blog... 9PM

Ya know Jesus was right?!?!
 Sufficient for the day is its own trouble
I am grateful that his Mercies are new every morning!


Tomorrow, we will again attempt..... a schedule!

Monday, August 9, 2010

The wind and the sea obey him

We had a busy weekend, the weather was beautiful.


 My dad and his wife were here on their layover and we decided this was the weekend to walk the Brooklyn Bridge.






 It was beautiful, windy and awe inspiring what we as humans can create. It is a nice reminder that we are made in THE Creators image, which is why we desire to create. 




Margaret and Madeline
Yesterday we spent the day admiring and enjoying God's creation the Atlantic Ocean. It was wavy but not too wavy. Perfect for us to attempt some body surfing.


Mary
Margaret doin' it
My dad and Jamin
Dad and Marg again
Liam and Char waiting for the right wave.
 Every so often a slightly larger wave would overtake us and we would emerge sputtering wiping the salty water from our faces and mouths. 
Dad and Margaret getting overpowered




Madeline sputtering


The power of such TINY waves was humbling, even they had the power of the Creator to knock my footing out from under me and remind me who has the power.  I couldn't help but think about "real" waves, the kind hurricanes make, and tsunamis! We feel the power of these tiny waves and are both overly confident and far too faithless at the same time. As if we can handle the waves ourselves and then frightened and doubtful when they overwhelm us. This was part of my scripture reading this morning.




Mark 4:37-41
"And a great windstorm arose, and the waves were breaking into the boat, so that the boat was already filling. But he was in the stern, asleep on the cushion. And they woke him and said to him, “Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?” And he awoke and rebuked the wind and said to the sea, “Peace! Be still!” And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm. He said to them, “Why are you so afraid? Have you still no faith?” And they were filled with great fear and said to one another, “Who then is this, that even the wind and the sea obey him?”

How tempting it is too focus on the waves and the wind and assume that because there are waves he is unconcerned about me. I want to remember when they crash in on me that the wind and sea OBEY Him. My faith is in the Creator and Master of the sea.



Not the best pic.... keepin' it real
Charlie made (drew) a person!!